Tuesday, June 7, 2011
“To the wrongs that need resistance, To the right that needs assistance, To the future in the distance, Give yourselves.”
Carrie Chapman Catt
The only thing I can regret is the night at Hot Damn! I knew she was cheating on me. I knew she was with him. I knew that each day i was in hell, and my friends knew it from the look on my face. I was an adolescent. Immature and hurt, what would anyone do? Drink drink and drink. I made mistakes. I can see that now. I can see how i changed and who i became. But love does that right? I'm far from perfect, to be honest my flaws is all i can see in the mirror. I hate my body, i hate my personality and i hate how the bad stuff that happened to me has tainted my social skills.
Stop haunting my dreams. The bottle empties too quickly these days. My friends are thinning and my life is blending into the backdrop. The kid who was on the verge is now wallpaper. Goodbye dreams.
I wonder if she would attend my funeral?
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
What would it take to make you see me
The way that I see you?
And what would it take to make you want me
The way I've always wanted you?
I don't know why You're in everything I see
And I can't deny that You're everything I need
So I reach in
Whatever it takes to get to You
Whatever it takes to break through
Whatever it takes You are my reason
For everything I do
What would it take to make you fall for me
The way I fell for You?
And what would it take to make You fight for me
The way I've always fought for You
And I don't know why You bring me to my knees
But I can't unwind from how You twisted me
But I reach in
I remember when you delved into my eyes,
before our last goodbyes.
You say im not your kind of person,
IM this way because of you.
Ten minutes alone in a crowded place,
We both turn off our phone.
A million people surround this look we share,
In a crowded place were alone.
Now im missing you,
and what we used to do.
I miss the way you looked at me,
when i sang to you.
Like you sang to me..
I will do
Whatever it takes to get to that world
The perfect place for us,
One last chance
For what we knew as love.
Now im missing you